I never knew...

Before I had you Lucas, I never knew....

I never knew I would be able to run on such little sleep.

I never knew I wouldn't mind having spit up, drool, milk, throw up, poop, pee, you fill in the blank on me or my clothes (yes it's gross at times, but I don't mind it like I thought I would).

I never knew I would be able to wake up so many times a night and still be in a good mood.

I never knew I could put someone else's needs before my own so much and not mind.

I never knew that leaving you would be the hardest thing I've ever done.

I never knew that having a baby could be so challenging yet so rewarding at the same time.

I never knew that life could be any better.

I never knew I could love someone SOO much.

I love you baby boy, so much more than you'll be able to comprehend until the day you have your own baby.